There's No Fool Like an Old Fool

There is one overriding absolute power in this world. It is a power that when abused can turn out the lights forever. This power is something that you cannot buy, no matter what you may offer, it cannot be bargained for, no matter how hard you may try, and it isn't voted upon, for which we should all be thankful. It has been written about more than any other subject and songs sound from the heavens at the very mention of it's name. Put simply by Huey Lewis it is

The Power of Love.

We do not chose who we fall in love with and when we do fall head over heels then we often find ourselves crashing completely out of control spiraling in a cacophony of silence controlled by our own desires often at odds to our head. We give that power away freely and too often it is taken and abused by another.

Well verily my soul has been raped over the last few years for having given my absolute it was yesterday ripped from my heart with the malice of a demon determined to carry me across the River Styx into Dante's Inferno.

I have changed in the last twenty four hours, changed from the sugar coated idealist always looking for the wonderful in that certain person or challenge to a cold realist knowing that no matter how hard he labours his goal will always be that ethereal wish that will never quite be reached.

Well I don't want to settle for second best so if I can't have the dream then it is time for me to fade.

The person who this is written about if she reads it will know exactly what I am talking about and claim it to be highly unfair. If that be the case so be it for she has always held power over me and well she knows that. And yet again I was stupid enough to give over my power to her thinking that the dream will come true.

Well it may do but not in this life I fear so this may be my last blog about the Abuse of Power in fact it may be my last blog, only time will tell, so I say to all those people out there who care for someone remember

Abuse of the Power of Love is abuse of the absolute. Do it at your peril